The Beginning and The End

I don't want to start like this........ 

I do want to start like this............
I will start like this.......................

This first post is also our last.
Not the last to be written,
but the last to be read.
Our blogs can be compared to our lives,
ever changing.
Always moving forward,
often without rhythm or rhyme.
If we were writing a book,
the reader would start with the writer,
and move in the same direction.
The truth is,
we are not writing a book,
we are narrating a life.
The reader is always playing catch up,
so they are moving backwards.
We start writing here.
We are moving forward.
So this is our beginning.
As a writer this is the start.
For the reader this is the end.

I will end like this..........................
I do want to end like this...................

I don't want to end like this..........