No Great Sacrifice

I promise that I would do anything for you.
I would climb any mountain.
I would work any job.
I would sacrifice my life.
But the truth is,
All of those things are easy to give.

The hardest thing for me to give is nothing.
I would do absolutely nothing for you.
I would walk away.
I would "forget" your birthday.
I would never ask you to prom.
I would never say your name.

I would do nothing for you.
To others that may seem like the easy task.
Giving nothing must sound like a pleasure,
but to me that is by far the hardest thing to do.

The only thing that I want to do,
Is serve you.
I just want to be there,
anywhere,
with you.
I want to give you everything that I have.
I want to share the beauty in this world with you.
I want your happiness over anything else in my life.

Thats why I would give you nothing.
I would walk alway,
because I know you could never eternally be happy with me.
I am so happy when I am with you,
and I want you to have the same.
Your happiness couldn't last with me.

I would go to hell to be with you,
Because I already live in it.
To me, hell would be no great sacrifice,
But I could never drag you down with me.

You deserve heaven. 

So I can't have my heaven with you. 

Here Is my great sacrifice.

I will give you nothing,

because I want you to have everything.

 P.S. I sorry that I may break my promise. I might still bring you gifts for your birthday. I will probably still help plan your wedding. I will always be there because I love you, and completely leaving would completely destroy me. Even if I cheat a little and still give you all the treasures I have. I won't ever tell you that "I love you". Not out of fear but out of hope. Hope that you will find someone that will give you what I can't, everlasting happiness. Please be happy, because that is my life's goal. Your happiness, even at the cost of mine.